I haven't written anything in a very long time. This long drawn out recession has me missing so many of my friends who haven't been able to see me. You really get down about so much during times of constant trial.  I think it is very hard to face up to trouble. It feels shameful to face loosing things you love and then talk about them on top of all that.

Where is the girl who dressed like a dirty martini at the Folsom Street Fair? I always want to just hug the world. Where is that girl that was just so disgusting that loved everyone? I want to make love to the world. Let's all have a big orgy. That girl! Where?

She is still here. I love sensuality. I don't want to conform. Looking for the next big wow! Can you wow me? I need to be taken on an E ticket ride. Something to remember.